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Tuesday, August 17, 2004

break the silence

last night was one of those nights where you never really actually sleep. you only dream. the entire you are in the bed you dream. you open your eyes every half hour or so just to realize how long you've been dreaming.

the first i remember was very uncomfortable. the mirror is a gateway. but i dont know to where. its on my closet door. actually, maybe i do know where the gateway goes. now im hovering in my room, invisibile. i see my parents walk in. they uncover the mirror (its covered with a quilt.) there they see where the gateway closed on somebody. i dont know who it is. all we see is his boots sticking out of mirror. unlucky. they think thats it me and get really upset and run out of the room. i dont wear boots. i implode.



im on the edge of the river. i need to cross. i dive on the back of a makeshift raft (or so it appears.) now it appears to be two rafts connected with a small rope. i slip off of the first one and now im on the second one. i look up to the first raft and see a man. i dont really understand how the raft is moving to the other side, but it is. my ring has fallen off and the man on the other raft is trying to grab it. we lose it. i look at the man again. and then i realize that this isnt a man. hes just wearing a body. im not sure if he is an angel or god.





then i realize ive crossed this river before. in the same situation. with him. and i know that he is an angel. god is standing at the edge of the river. he doesnt say that he is god, but i know he is. the man who rode with me walks to him. the man becomes a ball of bright light inside a fish. the ball of light leaves the fish, and flies off into the sky. god picks up the fish and throws him back into the river. neat trick.



now im at the beach. the ocean is out of control. and grey. its everywhere. im on the boardwalk and with my family. and alot of other people. now im in a resturaunt. and my family is with family friends. they have a daughter my age. ive never met her before. she comes over and we talk. later, she tells me that she has a crush on me. her parents do not like this at all. fuck her parents.


today is gonna be a long day.


posted by crimson @ 3:35 PM

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