you remind me of a wasted day
i am not a lonely person.
i am alone alot. but not lonely.
im not in the market for new friends. im certainly not saying that i am shut off from any new possible friendships. i just dont care about whether or not i make any new friends in my foreseeable future. what does this say about me? honestly, i dont know. i dont care. maybe thats what it says. i dont care if you notice the new flip flops im wearing. i dont care if you notice my new jeans. actually, they arent new. they are the same pair ive worn for the past 4 or 5 days straight. this is me, dont steal it. not that you could anyways. im gonna try being me for a while, and see how that works out. but, then again, ive been me all along, and i know how that story goes.
im not a lonely person. nor am i trying to convince you or myself. or myself.
im just alone. alot.
Random conversation about Frias not showing up downtown:
mr blue dot for a head: ...drinking
crimson: "so, wheres Frias? he coming or what?"
mr blue dot for a head: "nope. no show."
crimson: "damn"
mr blue dot for a head: ...
crimson: "you know, its me. Frias never goes anywhere if im there. its me."
mr blue dot for a head: "youre right. he fuckin hates you."
crimson: nods...
mr blue dot for a head: "but, then again, nobody likes you."
crimson: "good point."
posted by crimson @ 3:45 AM 
1 Comments:
Now I don't know who this Frias character is...or mr blue dot for a head...but I like you...just as you are (name that movie and you win a prize). And I'm glad you dont care if I notice the new flip flops you're wearing...because I don't ever notice things like that and sometimes people get offended....
His name is Robert Paulson. You're Tyler Durden...and I am Jack. (Jack's complete lack of surprise).
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