i live a chemical life
last night was the 3rd night in a row.
it always begins the same, each time.
i'm standing in the middle of a field.
the sky is the this shade but non threatening.
for the longest time i only stand and gaze.
but i'm not worried about not knowing where i am, because secretly
i know exactly where i am.
and then
he appears.
He flies in from ahead,
I can see him for the entirety of his descent.
There is a small tree stump off to my right. He perches.
He is flawless.
he looks at me and tells me that he is only the messenger,
i am not special for being chosen
i am not to understand why it was given to me
i am only to know that it is a curse, not a gift
he then tells me that, in time, it will be revealed
i have to keep my eyes open, i will know the time.
and as soon as he appeared, he is gone
i walk over to the stump on which he spoke
this is burned into the wood
as im staring at it
i hear something approaching from behind
i feel pressure in the back of my head and i taste something hot
hot but sweet
posted by crimson @ 12:13 AM 
1 Comments:
So...either you do way too many drugs or....
You are going through a time of personal growth. You are feeling emotionally drained and exhausted, maybe due to past actions coming back to haunt you....But you have hope and feel a sense of vitality and power because you are coming closer to discovering your purpose in life.
That's my professional opinion. Thank you.
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